...of work this week between my two jobs. Ow. Next week, only seventy. After that, a relieving fifty.
Office job is in hospitality but has a high probability for at least my level of gothy.
Manual labor job is getting old. OLD I tell you. A few weeks more and I can quit.
Sadness. Breaking up with boyfriend Sunday or Monday. Love him, but not enough to make the space in my life to keep him. I could say "plenty of other fish" but for now I'm putting away my rod n' reel, and focusing on adventure.
Self inventory is about to happen. First step is easy. I am going to simply record physical locations, order and dates.
Funny about synchronicity. I asked the universe for a few more strong and unique female role models. They have manifested.
Also have manifested: Trees, a larger room with a less shared bathroom, shelves and more kitchen use, more skinny-ness, perfectly priced exercise hoops, a running partner, and a great feeling of well-being.
On the list: More money than I can use, clear, pale, perfect skin, a higher degree of skinny-ness, tidiness in my areas, a few certain pairs of shoes, a pair of black pants cut long enough to wear my four inch BCBG heels with, a few more discussion partners, platonic cuddle buddies of any gender closer than my current ones, more JOY!!!, and more.
I will be putting together a board with pictures of stuff and things I want, and be deciding about some of the more important things, like jobs, partner(s?), car, education, living space, ect. I've been writing stories about stuff in my life I'd like to see and experience.
Right now, my life feels right. I'm making the choices that feel good, that I feel good about, and I feel like everything is coming together.
I'd be happy to find one job. I've been unemployed for over two years.
ReplyDeleteI was so happy to be the first person to comment on your blog and was somewhat surprised that was the case. I was commenting back because you had left a comment a couple months back on my old post about Pickled Pigs Feet and Pork Rinds. The best way to get comments on your blog is to visit other blogs and leave comments on them and to participate in Blog fests and the like.
I hope you will continue to visit my blog and maybe check out some of the bloggers in my blog roll--some of them are pretty cool and kindly reciprocate with visiting and leaving comments.
Good luck with your self evaluation. I think it's something we all need to do now and then.
Lee
Tossing It Out