Home life is pretty shitty right now, but I'm going to look at it as a good thing. It is motivating me to find something else, and fast.
I removed almost everything from my room - with exception of food, alarm clock, bedding and my backpack/purse(which take with my when I go somewhere). Took down decorations, reorganized my growing stash of clothes and makeup to fit down into my backpack, the rest to the garage where it will wait for my van.
It was a little more than upsetting, at first, but a few days have gone by and I am maneuvering my mindset into something a little bit better. I'm at my former home right now, writing this. According to what I decided, I would not be here doing this kind of stuff anymore, would only be here to read, eat, shower and sleep. As I write, the wireless dropped away again, so it'll be a wait to post. Luckily, the library and two excellent independent coffee shops are within bicycling distance.
Adventures this weekend, in Fullerton, the Anza-Borrego desert and Julien. A vacation of sorts, with good time for visiting and about six hours of driving in baby car.
Also, I am dressed in a pretty ensemble of black patterened tights, docs with red ribbon, black satin shirt with dark opal buttons, a underbust laced belt and a black sheer striped over white dress which you can only see the skirt of. Very cute, and I am kinda proud of the amalgamation. Wish I had more cause to dress up like this, but with aspirations towards minimalism it makes me question if I should really keep all this stuff, no matter how cute.
These are not decisions I need to make right now, and in any case I like to be well dressed so it may be worth it to hang on to my clothes a bit longer. One thing is for sure - compared to the clothes my other female friends, and some male friends have, I may as well be naked.
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